Hello everyone,
Iiwanted to write something about the Legion, about us who were there, even once, or about those who will join in the future, I want to write something about my experience.
One year ago, on that day, I passed all exams, IQ, sports and medical, and one year ago on that day I went to “blue” step... It’s my son’s birthday today and it was very hard for me, be there without contact, too far from him, but I passed everything, went to Aubagne, was there one week (as a “blue”). At start I didn't want to say anything about my son to the Legion, I wanted to lie, but then I thought, it wouldn’t be right and I told them about it. They told me in the “gestapo” interview that I could not turn “red” because of this. But I was right, I didn't lie... One night I was thinking that in the morning I would go and tell them I wanted to go, but on the second morning, I didn’t do that was. And it was repeated all day, even on swimming test, when I was half way in the swimming pool, I was thinking that’s all I can’t finish, now i will go up, but then I swam to the end... On the next day they called the guys who made it red and I my name wasn’t called. I experienced mixed feelings, on one hand I was happy, I was returning to my son but on the second hand, I was crying when we were leaving Aubagne...
There I found people like me, they were thinking like me, they were living like me, we were not close friends but we stand more than close friends in that two weeks and I didn’t even know their real names and they didn’t know mine... One year passed and during that period I sent lots of letters, but received no answer. I realized everything and I want to go back. One year has passed but I want it, I am realizing everything and I agree, but there is no answer to my letters... thats motivation one year passed and nothing changed, i want to go back, cos part of me is there agan, part of me stayed there. I want to be part of Legion, with my heart and soul. I don't have anything to hide and i want to back, exactly for my son to make him proud of me in the future.
Georgi Jubutia (Legion Name)
Iiwanted to write something about the Legion, about us who were there, even once, or about those who will join in the future, I want to write something about my experience.
One year ago, on that day, I passed all exams, IQ, sports and medical, and one year ago on that day I went to “blue” step... It’s my son’s birthday today and it was very hard for me, be there without contact, too far from him, but I passed everything, went to Aubagne, was there one week (as a “blue”). At start I didn't want to say anything about my son to the Legion, I wanted to lie, but then I thought, it wouldn’t be right and I told them about it. They told me in the “gestapo” interview that I could not turn “red” because of this. But I was right, I didn't lie... One night I was thinking that in the morning I would go and tell them I wanted to go, but on the second morning, I didn’t do that was. And it was repeated all day, even on swimming test, when I was half way in the swimming pool, I was thinking that’s all I can’t finish, now i will go up, but then I swam to the end... On the next day they called the guys who made it red and I my name wasn’t called. I experienced mixed feelings, on one hand I was happy, I was returning to my son but on the second hand, I was crying when we were leaving Aubagne...
There I found people like me, they were thinking like me, they were living like me, we were not close friends but we stand more than close friends in that two weeks and I didn’t even know their real names and they didn’t know mine... One year passed and during that period I sent lots of letters, but received no answer. I realized everything and I want to go back. One year has passed but I want it, I am realizing everything and I agree, but there is no answer to my letters... thats motivation one year passed and nothing changed, i want to go back, cos part of me is there agan, part of me stayed there. I want to be part of Legion, with my heart and soul. I don't have anything to hide and i want to back, exactly for my son to make him proud of me in the future.
Georgi Jubutia (Legion Name)