Bonjour! Im a 23 years old guy and i have a dilemma : i do drugs few years ago amphetamin sometimes and marihuana 14 years old marihuna to 20 years old and a few times amphetamin i have a lot of trouble in my life like my dad falls out rooftop in work and he cant walk (but he few years later stand up but just 70% good),my mother is join a specially christien courch and kick him the house my as a kid never in home because parents always figth i go do sports when i was very young but i have a bad friends i dont know why i say friends and when mother kick out father we have not money and i was 16 i think i go work because we really have not money in hungary and go work and let the school and now i have not work because no body pay for me for work because i have basic school and if somebody needs me just give me 2 euro per hour and its not enough too ... so it was a bad idea but what can i do ? Because i was young i do stupid things ... I have a really friend who 10 years ago serve on the ffl and say to me why i not try join ? I read about it a lot and train every day really respect the ffl but and here is my question im totally rejected for i do drugs like these ? Nowadays i dont smoking cigaretts and try doing nothin unhealty because i happy for the healty thing a sport good to my head and body and the foods too. But some times i drink alkohol 3 or 2 months once because i love the good vines. Thank you for any answers my question!