Hello Gents,
I was doing a bit of poking around about the FFL and stumbled on here, which appears to be the biggest source of info.
A little about myself. I am American, and no, Chet is not my real name. I did time in the US Army finishing as a sergeant in the military police. I served one tour in Afghanistan. When I got out I was a police officer and was considered by performance reviews and my peers, among the best. I served in some special assignments including SWAT.
After about 5 years on the force I was involved in a drunk driving crash(off duty) and was forced to resign. I had no negative marks on my record up to that point.
At the time of the accident I was a candidate for the national guard (basically reserves) special forces (green beret) program but was unable to continue for obvious reasons.
I am unable to get a job elsewhere as a police officer, and am unable to re-enlist in the US Military. I have tried my hand at civilian work, and while I make a decent living I find it completely unsuitable for my personality.
The shame and guilt I feel about this situation weigh strongly on me, everyday even though this incident is over a year in the past. I often feel shame and embarrassment on a daily basis as I was held in high regard and known by many in my area, not just my coworkers, and can’t even make a trip to the store without someone coming up to me and asking how I am doing, and what am I up to now.
I am interested in the FFL and although just a thought at the moment, this thought is a seed that may very well grow.
Obviously I am doing research but have a few questions that I am curious about that I haven’t immediately found the answers to through a quick search. If they are out there on search and you don’t feel like answering, a f*ck off to the search bar is expected, but any answers are greatly appreciated.
After the incident I made a choice not to drink alcohol anymore. Although I was not an alcoholic by definition I did plenty of hard, hard, drinking both in the army and police, and decided the price I paid, and could pay again in the future was not worth it for me anymore. The FFL (as with most militaries) has a reputation of being hard drinkers. That is not what concerns me. From the sounds of it, drinking comes across as almost mandatory ha ha. Just something I’m curious about. Essentially the question is can you get away with not drinking, and if you can, will you lose others respect and trust because of it.
Secondly, if I did join my 300m target (US Army for long term objective) would be to make my way into GCP. Losing out on earning the special forces tab was a double blow to me after I lost my career in the police. Naturally I would have similar aspirations in the Legion.
I am very physically fit, having often received perfect marks on the army and police fitness tests, and still maintaining that level even after all of this. I am also educated receiving good marks in both grade school and university.
Overall I am happy to introduce myself to this community and besides all of the above would like to hear your general thoughts as well as thoughts on if I would/could be successful.
Cheers
I was doing a bit of poking around about the FFL and stumbled on here, which appears to be the biggest source of info.
A little about myself. I am American, and no, Chet is not my real name. I did time in the US Army finishing as a sergeant in the military police. I served one tour in Afghanistan. When I got out I was a police officer and was considered by performance reviews and my peers, among the best. I served in some special assignments including SWAT.
After about 5 years on the force I was involved in a drunk driving crash(off duty) and was forced to resign. I had no negative marks on my record up to that point.
At the time of the accident I was a candidate for the national guard (basically reserves) special forces (green beret) program but was unable to continue for obvious reasons.
I am unable to get a job elsewhere as a police officer, and am unable to re-enlist in the US Military. I have tried my hand at civilian work, and while I make a decent living I find it completely unsuitable for my personality.
The shame and guilt I feel about this situation weigh strongly on me, everyday even though this incident is over a year in the past. I often feel shame and embarrassment on a daily basis as I was held in high regard and known by many in my area, not just my coworkers, and can’t even make a trip to the store without someone coming up to me and asking how I am doing, and what am I up to now.
I am interested in the FFL and although just a thought at the moment, this thought is a seed that may very well grow.
Obviously I am doing research but have a few questions that I am curious about that I haven’t immediately found the answers to through a quick search. If they are out there on search and you don’t feel like answering, a f*ck off to the search bar is expected, but any answers are greatly appreciated.
After the incident I made a choice not to drink alcohol anymore. Although I was not an alcoholic by definition I did plenty of hard, hard, drinking both in the army and police, and decided the price I paid, and could pay again in the future was not worth it for me anymore. The FFL (as with most militaries) has a reputation of being hard drinkers. That is not what concerns me. From the sounds of it, drinking comes across as almost mandatory ha ha. Just something I’m curious about. Essentially the question is can you get away with not drinking, and if you can, will you lose others respect and trust because of it.
Secondly, if I did join my 300m target (US Army for long term objective) would be to make my way into GCP. Losing out on earning the special forces tab was a double blow to me after I lost my career in the police. Naturally I would have similar aspirations in the Legion.
I am very physically fit, having often received perfect marks on the army and police fitness tests, and still maintaining that level even after all of this. I am also educated receiving good marks in both grade school and university.
Overall I am happy to introduce myself to this community and besides all of the above would like to hear your general thoughts as well as thoughts on if I would/could be successful.
Cheers